Headache

Here we go again...time for another headache. I hate these stupid things. I think the culmination of my smoking and my bad caffiene habits cause me to feel as if my head is going to fall off my shoulders in a lump on the floor. I want to lay down. I want to give Lauren a hug. These usually are just a mild pain, and I get over it quickly, usually a few tylenol and I'm fine. Sometimes they get worse though. I used to get migranes...fucking theophyllene. Asthma Meds that give you a splitting headache for three or four days in a row suck. I need to smoke a joint, or a bowl. I need to let the world slip away. Maybe that'll help. I'm awating my trip so badly. I want to be there today. I want to see her face, and kiss every square inch of it. I want to sit and listen to music and get drunk. I want to kiss her eyes. I hope she likes me. I hope she sees in me what I see in her. Fucking head, is making it hard to think. Calgon take me the fuck away. Hi to my new friend, you know who you are. I hope I can keep you entertained. I think I'm gonna go to bed in a while...it's 2:45 in the morning anyway...