Just got a neat little app to work with my iBook...The new Scooby Doo is weird as hell. I need to smoke some pot before I watch it again. It's freaking me out.
I don't think I have the right words to comfort you. I'm so sorry I wasn't at the computer, or didn't call you.... I'm sorry, sometimes I zone, and I go off and do my own thing, because I think you're okay.... and obviously you weren't and I'm a shit head. I don't know, you seemed to want to be alone, and I misread things.... oi.Sweet pea..... I know you're scared, and angry. And you've got every right to be... but I just know in my heart that it will all work out. I can't let this worry me, because you're so far away there isn't a damn thing I can do, and it will tear me apart. I can handle ME being sick, it's easy.... when it's others.... not so good. I want to mother and nurture.... and at 2000 miles, I can't, and it frustrates me. And this isn't your fault. Everyone makes dumb choices, I've made quite a few myself. Nobody is invincable. Nobody. I just wish I knew what to say or what I could do to make everything right.... I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry.... and if I could take away all your pain I would, I'd feel it for you times ten if that were the case.... <3
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You clearly will get no sleep if you continue to stay up all night and talk to me....Go to bed.
I don't think I have the right words to comfort you. I'm so sorry I wasn't at the computer, or didn't call you.... I'm sorry, sometimes I zone, and I go off and do my own thing, because I think you're okay.... and obviously you weren't and I'm a shit head. I don't know, you seemed to want to be alone, and I misread things.... oi.Sweet pea..... I know you're scared, and angry. And you've got every right to be... but I just know in my heart that it will all work out. I can't let this worry me, because you're so far away there isn't a damn thing I can do, and it will tear me apart. I can handle ME being sick, it's easy.... when it's others.... not so good. I want to mother and nurture.... and at 2000 miles, I can't, and it frustrates me. And this isn't your fault. Everyone makes dumb choices, I've made quite a few myself. Nobody is invincable. Nobody. I just wish I knew what to say or what I could do to make everything right.... I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry.... and if I could take away all your pain I would, I'd feel it for you times ten if that were the case.... <3
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